also people annoy me, pretty much everyone is pissing me off. people that just make no effort to keep hold of their pals whatsoever, i cannot be bothered anymore, i am not making an effort to be friends with people if they arn't making an effort to be friends with me.
so these days i just generally feel like shit. but i always pretend I'm fine, i always smile and act like everything is OK,because that's what i do.
i have a shopping addiction, if i do not buy something new every week i feel empty and upset until i buy something then i feel happy. if it gets to the end of the week and i haven't bought anything i will go out and buy something unsure of whether or not i like it. i go up town pretty much every week and it is rare you will see me wearing the same outfit twice. i have already bought white converse, they are beautiful but they arn't here yet so it doesn't really count as a purchase. i am now pondering over these shoes
they are pretty braw, i don't know if there high enough though, i don't like shoes with low heels. i will probably end up buying them by the end of tonight.
tonight my mum made the hottest chili ever, i thought i was going to die, i was on fire.
the fact that i have about 6 weeks left of school scares the total shit out of me. i am soo worried, today in maths we finished the course, i learnt the last maths thing ever today, that is pretty scary. i don't know if i will pass all my exams, i hope i will but I'm just not sure.
i also have my theory soon. i am not telling everyone when it is, i cannot be bothered because then i will have to tell everybody when i fail. so i need to study for that hopefully i will pass. i cannot wait to drive, it will be amazing, i will drive allll the time, all night long. it means i will get to see Kim and Becky loads more too because i will drive to visit them on a regular basis.
think that's all for now.
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