22.4.09

i got my exam timetable today. i really need to start studying. i also need to study for my theory and pass it so i can do my test then i will be able to drive and i will be happy :)

i am on a diet, I've been on it for two days and it's quite good, I'm not hungry or that which is good. 

it's the Scottish slimmers diet, me and my dad went the other day, now were diet buddies. i hope i loose weight. 

i need a new phone, i am bored of mine, i have had it for about a year and it's getting old and shit. when I'm 18 i will get a contract.

i cannot wait until i am 18, i am going to go to Newcastle for my birthday, it should be fun. 

aimie keeps hounding me to make plans for my birthday but i cant because trains and stuff cant be booked this early they have to be 12 weeks in advance. shes pissing me off, when does she no.

two weeks and 4 days left of school. that is exciting but also scary.

i like my exam timetable there all pretty close together, all my exams will be over by the 25th may :) and i will be free to do as i please after that. 

bored

i have a really sore head :(
today has been a boring day, in fact this has been a pretty boring week, i have done nothing, if someone says to me, what have you been doing i literally have nothing to reply with.

i have nothing to write so I'll copy mark and do 100 things about me.

1. i am never in a bad mood
2. i used to love school wayy too much
3. i have OCD, everything has to be perfect
4. i have had the worst experiences ever with boys
5. i find myself hilarious
6. i have never ever been in a fight
7. Mark and Leroy are probably the only boys i will ever trust
8. i used to play the trumpet
9. if there is something wrong with me i will hide it and pretend I'm fine
10. i am obsessed with ear piercings
11. i am extremely stubborn
12. i am probably the most nosey person you will ever meet
13. i hate wearing jeans.
14. it takes me about 45minutes max to get ready in the morning, including showering
15. i hate people that put there boyfriend/girlfriend before their friends
16. i am very insecure and i hate the way i look although i am confident
17. i love dressing up in silly outfits
18. i will do anything for a laugh, except waste money
19. i mucked about too much in 3rd and 4th year and i am regretting it allot now
20. my mum dropped me on my head when i was a baby FACT
21. i put moisturiser on every night
22. i have always wanted a Dalmatian since i was a little child
23. i don't ever want to grow up
24. i eat tomato sauce allot
25. i don't know how to make my bed
26. i eat pretty weird foods
27. i still have my t in the park band on
28. i hate not knowing the time and date
29. i used to have braces
30. i have 7 piercings
31. i have one brother
32. i like nature programmes
33. Luke Pritchard, Russell Brand and Peter Doherty are extremely attractive
34. i like cooking
35. i am pretty lazy with cleaning in my own house but i am happy doing it in others
36. my laptop breaks occasionally
37. i cannot live without my phone
37. i have failed my theory test twice
38. sponge bob and Patrick amuse me to a high extent
39. i do not think i am going to pass my exams
40. i just got a new bed
41. i talk to Kim near enough every day
42. my best friend is someone i fell out with for years then became friends with again recently
43. i have saw my dad in a fight once
44. i need glasses
45. my dad cleans cars for a living it sounds tinky but it isn't
46. my mother is a gym instructor
47. i cheated on my final french exam
48. my favourite colour is yellow.
49. i own about 7 rubber ducks
50. i constantly buy new clothes
51. i cannot resist buying shoes
52. i stopped talking to my gran for about 2 years
53. i have lived in my house for 9 years
54. i have only once cheated on someone, with two people in the one night
55. i know all the words to 'eminem-mockingbird'
56. i went on holiday twice last year
57. i hate being in the house alone for a long period of time
58. i love my job
59. i want to be a lawyer
60. i swear too much
61. i am scared of street performers
62. i used to fancy Johnny bravo
63. i hate tomato's, they have a horrible texture
64. i bought my mum £10 flowers for mothers day, they died after a few days
65. in my house we rarely use the front door
70. i have two shoe boxes and a bag full of jewelery.
71. my brother has lost his driving licence twice in his 3 years of driving
72. my full name is Natalie maria Dobbie
73. i had blood poisoning once
74. i used to get unlimited free texts to everyone
75. i like the taste of fizzy juice but not the fizzy-ness, i always make it flat
76. when i go up town i usually wear a skirt and a top
77. i really like cans of strongbow
78. I'm not that good with other peoples children but i think i'll be a good mum
79. my feet are size 4/5
80. i cry at TV and films allot
81. i have a game cube under my bed
82. my mum puts £15 in my phone on the 25th of every month
83. i get paid on the 21st of every month
84. i am on msn and bebo every day
85. i call my grans husband (step-grandad) my papa
86. i put lemon juice on my hair when I'm on holiday
87. i hate turkey, the place and the food
88. I'm about 5ft 1
89. i eat pasta allot
90. my gran owns the watering hole pub
91. Hollyoaks is recorded on series link on my sky plus
92. i hate trampolines and round abouts
93. i can sleep at any time
94. i am not alergic to anything
95. i have recently found a love for bananas
96. i love pineapples
97. i like when things are colourful
98. birds scare me
99. i go to dancing every Wednesday
100. i participated in p.e 5 times max from 1st-4th year

THE END :)

11.4.09

i feel in such a shit mood today.
work was fun today i liked it, but now I'm home I'm in a shit mood, everyone in my house is going out so I'm home alone, i have nae pals, so i feel lonely and rejected and just shit. i hate being in the house on my own it gets scary, i could go on a walk but I'd be scared to come back in the house haha. this is when i wish i had a boyfriend, because he could come round and i wouldn't be alone.

i buy too many clothes, it makes me feel good though so i cant stop.

my dad has just painted my garage door and my front door grey, it is absolutely disgusting, it makes me feel sick, he better change it soon, i have voiced my opinion so hopefully they will listen to me or i will spew every time i have to look at it.

i really want to loose weight, i hate the way i look. it's eww, I'm going on a diet.

i want to pass my theory test, i failed it again this week, not good.

i have such an unexciting life.