26.05.09

today is a slight reflection on what my life is going to be like for the next few months. 

i woke up at 12, watched lots of t.v before i new it it was 2.00pm and i hadn't even had a shower. 

yesterday was my last exam. modern-it was easier than i thought it was going to be actually i was completely shitting myself, i felt sick with nerves before i went, i even considered not going but when i got there sat down and read the questions i calmed down. i think i maybe got a C.

i handed my locker key back yesterday, walked out the school and thought "what am i going to do now?" it had actually sunk in i had left, i felt like crying actually, I'm so gay haha.

i got this thing cut out my skin yesterday, it was like a blood bubble that had formed into a cyst or something, so i got it cut out and the little thing popped out like a stone, i got to bring it home haha. 

it kinda hurts today, i have 4 stitches in it so i have to wear high neck tops because it's like above my chest. 

i just looked in my bank, i have £11. i got paid £190 on the 21st, that was 4 days ago. why do i spend so much money? 

i am now going to eat chicken dippers and chips:)

23.5.09

i hate working long hours, it makes me tired and puts me in a bad mood, today i worked 8.45-5.45 :( the day went pretty quick actually but i was extremely tired. 

now i have to revise for modern, modern is an exam i can safely say i am not going to pass.

exams are going pretty well, English was easier than i though it was going to be, business was easy maths was pretty hard but it wasn't that bad, modern will be a cunt:( I'm not looking forward to it.

i can't wait for them all to be over then i don't have anything to worry about for the next few months.

Steph came round last night, it was good. i haven't seen her in about 4 months so i liked seeing her. i wish i saw her more but shes with her boyfriend loads. 

i cannot wait until i can drive, why do you have to do theory tests? there absolutely ridiculas threes no point in them, that's my downfall :( I'm going to do it again soon though, hopefully i will pass then i Can do my test. 

16.5.09

Thursday was the last day of school evaa. i was soo excited in the morning, the day was a total disaster at the start, thanks to miss Moore, total ruiner. she wouldn't let us do anything, then Mr Gilmoure saved the day by letting us take the whole day off classes and do what we want. we had the most amazing water fight ever. then it got to last period and i cried, I'm such a pussy haha i cried quite allot. 

the fact I've left school hasn't sank in yet fully, the thing that upsets me the most is the fact I'm not going to see Leroy and mark every day, that hasn't sank in properly but the day it does will be the worst day of my life. 

mark's yearbook comment for me didn't get put in, i was gutted to say the least, i felt like crying, then we went to the office to get it and we discovered they had lost it, woodmill has the worst office staff in the whole entire world.

I'm totally shitting myself for my exams, English was not too bad, it was better than i though, business will be OK, not too sure about maths and modern though, i'm scared ahhh.

Jake's party last night was pretty good, i was really drunk it was fun. i had a three way pull with Hayley and mark haha it was soo funny, i can now officially say i have pulled mark and Hayley.

I'm unsure about t in the park, I'm soo close to selling my ticket. but then if i do sell it I'll be gutted because i could have went on holiday with Kim and i really wanted to go but i said no. then i cant bump steph because that's shocking, because i know how that feels. AHH

7.5.09

i have the cold it's not nice :( at this very moment i am sniffing vics. 

i cant even stay off school to lie in bed and sleep i have to go and feel like shit all day long :(

only 6 days left of school:) i cannot wait to leave, there are many people i cannot wait to leave behind. e.g huss,Rachael. i hate Rachael small, she is a stuck up bitch, the way she thinks she is better than everyone and looks down on everyone is awful, i hate her. 

huss is so cocky, he thinks he is amazing and he quite frankly isn't.

there are also people i do not want to leave behind. e.g mark, Leroy, Hayley 

the thought of mark and Leroy moving away to uni and not being able to see them everyday upsets me to a great extent. 

me and Hayley have became pretty close over the year and i defiantly do not want to loose touch with her when we leave, i will miss her loads. 

apart from that i don't really care about anyone else in our year. 

i have became quite a fan of the bill, me, my brother and my dad watch it every Thursday and it has grown on me loads. 

i need money, i have £5 until the 21st, not good, it doest really bother me that much because i don't want to go out until the end of exams anyway and by that time it will be the 21st and i will have pennies again. 

i am shitting myself for the exams, i don't think i am going to pass many of them, i am confident about business because i find that extremely easy but the rest of them i am fucked. i bet I'll fail business now I've said that haha. 

time to get back to the bill and dying :)